Lost and Found (...and Lost)

You've only just found me it seems and still I feel I've lost you. Over and over the hurt sneaks up on me, the loss, the loneliness, the overwhelming feeling that nothing's going to be OK without you. Still I try...to be a better person, to make the decisions I know you would make, choosing the correct path.

As my heart aches, I cross my fingers, I close my eyes and make a wish. Hoping, that someday everything will fall into place, that all the dreams I've had year after year of happiness in this life will come true...that happiness will come in the form of you.

(((03)))