The deepest water (or...no shallow end here, you are in over your head)

...did you really think that you weren't? Did you have the illusion that this was all gonna work? That somehow one or both of you would start to see the other's side? Did you think you were good enough? That somehow you would fit in...that you could compete... or maybe have a place in her life? In her heart? Did you really think you were long term...that she saw herself with you in 5 years? Were you really under the impression that you'd grow old with her? Did you really convince yourself you'd be happy again?

(((03)))