What is it..?...and why didn't I know about it..?

...you didn't know because there's no way you could have...this isn't easy...it was never meant to be...it's hit and miss all the time...you never know when you can be thrown a curve and be left standing there swinging at air.

Rest assured...you are not alone...you aren't the only one who feels lost when your sense of identity is in question, when you of all people are the one asking yourself "what am I doing, and where did I go wrong?"

...let the anxiety build? Let it get the best of you? Question the people and the things in your life that made the most sense up to a certain point thus ensuring their loss? The answer is a resounding, NO. Stay calm. Stay focused. You can't let this time in your life become a problem for those around you. You can't let this get you down. And only you have the ability to say that it won't and mean it.

What is the point you ask? The point is that you don't need to know what I am talking about...the subject and material is relatable to anyone's life in any situation. Stop what you are doing, relax, take a deep breath...you have it good...things could be a lot worse, appreciate what you have instead of missing, regreting or complaining about what you don't.

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Believe

...my life's breath, breathed deep and absorbed into my lungs, entering my blood, filling my heart.

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ILU

Whenever this world is cruel to me,
I got you to help me forgive
You're the first one,
when things turn out bad
You know I'll never be lonely,
you're my only one
And I really love the things that you do
You're my best friend

(FM)

12.14.06 vs. Big Johnson's

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"...love is giving her the power to destroy you, and trusting her not to..."

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Peter

Goodbye and thank you,

Peter Boyle 1935 - 2006

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LM

"...she takes my heart, I take her hand...and can you blame me?...Is it such a crime, to crave for one small piece of heaven that I can call mine?...All my life I have yearned, how my spirit has burned, to taste the fruits that my tonsure forbade. Yet, here was a beauty so pure she could truely outshine any star that the lord god ever made..."

(MW)

AML

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Sunday Everyday

You make me so happy.
You are my hope, my love.
My heart belongs to you.

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"...leave me if you need to, but I will still remember the angel flying too close to ground..."

(WN)

Waiting
For you
Patiently hoping your feelings might change
Breathing
For me now
Guess I'm coping
But at least I'm feeling

Don't take it for what you see
Cause it could be worse

Explosion to fade out
Cut to a girl lying motionless in the sand
Wondering what we're about
surround now the sound of wings softly pushing air

I want to know how flying feels

As the sun with the seasons you change
While I'm standing here
Waiting for you

All too often we doubt
Something so true
It leaves us naked where we stand
I saw your breath make a cloud
Raining an ocean of your preciousness in my hand

I think I know how dying feels

And if this is all just a dream
What's one more year
Waiting for you

I'm still Waiting for you
Facing that I'm slowly dying here

(JCS)

"...sometimes I think it's a sin when I feel like I'm winning when I'm losing again..."

(GL)